Not just a job

This is my 50th post! I can't believe it. My first blog was in sec 1 i think and it died within days. HAHA.

I've got this sinking feeling and it just can't go away. I'm gonna leave BNSS soon! Boohoo. Mdm Wong is healing fast and coming back. Maybe it's good though, the workload is killing me. Something really funny happened in class today. While Darren, my sec 3 student, picked up a piece of paper in front of me today, there was this huge ball of newspaper flying straight at him. Apparently, it was thrown my Damien. The funniest thing was, Damien missed! The paper ball was HUGE and Damien was so near! I burst out laughing, even though I was supposed to be mad. Come on, the were doing this in the midst of my lesson! For a split second, I felt like a student myself and that there wasn't a teacher around.

Anyway, I have mixed feelings about leaving BNSS. I'll miss the students but currently, I'm tired of the marking as well as the constant raising of my voice to keep them quiet. During my lessons, my two most common words are, 'hello' and 'excuse me' as ways to signal for their attention. Pls give me ideas!

BNSS is having a band concert tomorrow! And Ms Rahma bought tickets for me. WOW.