Sunday, September 21, 2008

Friends

I remember when I was in kindergarten and primary school, there was this whole big game of 'I friend you' and 'I don't want to friend you already'. It's a mystery of how everyone knows how to play it without being taught the rules. As we grow older, we still play sometimes but of course, with tact and strategy. By the way, it's a girls' game.

Now that I'm 19, it feels awfully childish when someone close just pisses me off and I have that urge to ignore her for as long as I can. Well, I guess you can say it's about forgiveness. And it is. It's about swallowing my humongous pride and telling myself that I'm not a smart ass no matter how much I like to think so.

I do feel that there's a limit to what a friend can do befor you say 'enough is enough'. And maybe for this particular relationship, I've had enough.